weird trumps conservative, brave beats fear, misunderstood is better than unknown, change before routine, but what of vulnerability? do you know it. can you surrender.
it creeps up behind me and I want to run away, I cringe and I shiver like a cold child lost in the street at night. I walk away from it, I will not let that in, I will not be naked,I will not let it take over me, I will not, I must not let it in. But a wispy thread stops me mid flight, pulling me back to stand before it and see who I am. When I get there and feeI its bloody tears run from my eyes to my feet, and my head lying on the ground, I am free and worthy to live another day